Sunday, July 14, 2019

Strawberry Lemonade



I can't really say what I want to say on FB because of my viewership.
So I get to be a little more candid here sometimes. 
Which right now, I admit I am in a foul mood.
I've mentioned I recently reconnected with the man I love but he is really cautious because of somethings that occurred last year.
I am trying to pay my dues and be patient but it's not easy. I just wonder how long I have to pay for my transgressions.
How long is the ball going to be in his court? Will he ever acquiesce? Or will be he in possession forever?
As long as I have known him, he has controlled the relationship 100% ... I guess that's what happens when one person loves the other more.
The other knows they have the control because they don't fear losing the other person as much as the other person does. 
So I guess I answered my question. No, I will never take possession of the ball. 
He will always have it and I will always have to be the one who bends because my fear of loss is significantly greater.
Okay well ... I was treating my blog like a blog. 
A place to express myself when I have no where else to do so. 
Thanks for existing so my fingers have a place to store my thoughts.

On with the fashion part, now. 

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Cake Mania

Hey readers and Stans,

Got some new gear to show ya! 
A few events going on and so if you haven't been to some of them yet, you'll find some SLURLs below to get you to where you need to be!
I think just one or two more blogs and I will be caught up a lot better and can stop stressing.
Still leaving groups. I just have too many. 
Thank you for the sponsorship, if you're a sponsor and reading this!
All right, enough rambling, let's get to the good stuff:

Saturday, July 6, 2019

Summertime Unwind


Hey guys.
I have another one for ya. Still catching up. I have like 3 or so more blogs to catch up.
Then at that point, decide what I want to keep doing (logging in or not).
I have been working things out with the love of my life and he isn't a fan of SL.
Soooo it's lonely ass SL or be with the man of my dreams.
LOL it's an easy choice.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Return of the Mack


So, I lost some sponsors while I was away. 
I guess announcing I was on vacation both here and on Flickr is insufficient.
Ahh well. I am working on decreasing the amount of sponsors anyway. 
After this summer, I will be focused on work and studies, no time for blogging. 
To the sponsors who kept me, I thank you.

Anyway, here is my first blog in a month.
Hope you enjoy!

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Vacay

I’m taking a very much needed vacation. I will not have internet service at my location and cannot log in. I will return after 6/27/19. Thank you very much!

Thursday, June 6, 2019

Summer is Coming


I am going out of town for a couple of weeks so this will be the last blog entry for awhile.
I hope you enjoy it and if you need help, just contact me for info. 
I will try to reply to those.
Keep reading for details :)

Sunday, June 2, 2019

Blossom

Took a few days off to catch up on Supernatural.
But with ZERO days left in Blogotex, I had to get back to work.
Also, I have been distracted. An old friend just appeared out of no where back into my life this week and so I have been talking on the phone often which doesn't allow for much blogging if I am trying to pay attention to the conversation.
We will see how long said friend sticks around ... I may be blogging less and less or a whole freaking lot.
Time will tell.
Until then, on with the show.

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Unbothered


The weirdest thing happened to me this week.
An old friend, an ex, made contact with me after 13 years.
His life is perfect and I couldn't help but compare mine to his.
I play Second Life ... I mean ... I would *never* admit that to him. 
I don't know if it's fresh but I feel like I have been reevaluating things the last couple days after talking to him. 
I admit, it's got me down. 
Anyway, yeah sorry for the RL stuff, it's a blog after all ... where people write.
Okay, well enough of that, let's get back to the SL content. 
Keep reading below for details.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Vice City


OMG it's been such a long day! 
I am at my bestie's house and we had a baby shower that we attended with some good ass food.
Now we have some friends over so I can't make this too long, gotta go be social!
Keep reading for deets!

Friday, May 24, 2019

Gatling

Hey just getting a blog in before I go away for a few days.
Gonna be spending time at my BFF house.
Since I have a new position at work, I get weekends off now!
So now I get to spend it with the bestie!

So keep reading to get more details and I'll see ya when I get back!