Thursday, July 18, 2019

Pop Ice

Thanks to the people who reached out to me regarding my previous blog entry.
I am always hestiant about opening up because there are some people who LIVE to see me down and I don't want to give them that satisfaction.
But I also am fortunate to have a blog where I can write down my thoughts and I don't have to just talk 3D Fashion.
Your warm regards are very welcomed, thank you.
Anyway, I hopefully you see something you like here in this blog entry and if you have questions, just let me know!

Sunday, July 14, 2019

Strawberry Lemonade

I can't really say what I want to say on FB because of my viewership.
So I get to be a little more candid here sometimes. 
Which right now, I admit I am in a foul mood.
I've mentioned I recently reconnected with the man I love but he is really cautious because of somethings that occurred last year.
I am trying to pay my dues and be patient but it's not easy. I just wonder how long I have to pay for my transgressions.
How long is the ball going to be in his court? Will he ever acquiesce? Or will be he in possession forever?
As long as I have known him, he has controlled the relationship 100% ... I guess that's what happens when one person loves the other more.
The other knows they have the control because they don't fear losing the other person as much as the other person does. 
So I guess I answered my question. No, I will never take possession of the ball. 
He will always have it and I will always have to be the one who bends because my fear of loss is significantly greater.
Okay well ... I was treating my blog like a blog. 
A place to express myself when I have no where else to do so. 
Thanks for existing so my fingers have a place to store my thoughts.

On with the fashion part, now. 

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Cake Mania

Hey readers and Stans,

Got some new gear to show ya! 
A few events going on and so if you haven't been to some of them yet, you'll find some SLURLs below to get you to where you need to be!
I think just one or two more blogs and I will be caught up a lot better and can stop stressing.
Still leaving groups. I just have too many. 
Thank you for the sponsorship, if you're a sponsor and reading this!
All right, enough rambling, let's get to the good stuff:

Saturday, July 6, 2019

Summertime Unwind

Hey guys.
I have another one for ya. Still catching up. I have like 3 or so more blogs to catch up.
Then at that point, decide what I want to keep doing (logging in or not).
I have been working things out with the love of my life and he isn't a fan of SL.
Soooo it's lonely ass SL or be with the man of my dreams.
LOL it's an easy choice.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Return of the Mack

So, I lost some sponsors while I was away. 
I guess announcing I was on vacation both here and on Flickr is insufficient.
Ahh well. I am working on decreasing the amount of sponsors anyway. 
After this summer, I will be focused on work and studies, no time for blogging. 
To the sponsors who kept me, I thank you.

Anyway, here is my first blog in a month.
Hope you enjoy!

Wednesday, June 12, 2019


I’m taking a very much needed vacation. I will not have internet service at my location and cannot log in. I will return after 6/27/19. Thank you very much!

Thursday, June 6, 2019

Summer is Coming

I am going out of town for a couple of weeks so this will be the last blog entry for awhile.
I hope you enjoy it and if you need help, just contact me for info. 
I will try to reply to those.
Keep reading for details :)

Sunday, June 2, 2019


Took a few days off to catch up on Supernatural.
But with ZERO days left in Blogotex, I had to get back to work.
Also, I have been distracted. An old friend just appeared out of no where back into my life this week and so I have been talking on the phone often which doesn't allow for much blogging if I am trying to pay attention to the conversation.
We will see how long said friend sticks around ... I may be blogging less and less or a whole freaking lot.
Time will tell.
Until then, on with the show.

Wednesday, May 29, 2019


The weirdest thing happened to me this week.
An old friend, an ex, made contact with me after 13 years.
His life is perfect and I couldn't help but compare mine to his.
I play Second Life ... I mean ... I would *never* admit that to him. 
I don't know if it's fresh but I feel like I have been reevaluating things the last couple days after talking to him. 
I admit, it's got me down. 
Anyway, yeah sorry for the RL stuff, it's a blog after all ... where people write.
Okay, well enough of that, let's get back to the SL content. 
Keep reading below for details.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Vice City

OMG it's been such a long day! 
I am at my bestie's house and we had a baby shower that we attended with some good ass food.
Now we have some friends over so I can't make this too long, gotta go be social!
Keep reading for deets!

Friday, May 24, 2019


Hey just getting a blog in before I go away for a few days.
Gonna be spending time at my BFF house.
Since I have a new position at work, I get weekends off now!
So now I get to spend it with the bestie!

So keep reading to get more details and I'll see ya when I get back! 

Monday, May 20, 2019

Butter Is Everything You Ignorant Bitch

Getting blogs done and catching up from my time where I didn't want to blog anymore.
Not that I still don't want to.
But I do need to catch up so I can stop stressing about it.
It's bed time for me, though so anyhoo, keep reading for details.

Saturday, May 18, 2019

House Arrest

SL is down so I am struggling like hell to credit. 
I will update whenever it comes back up ... and I'm not busy with work and school orientation.
Kay, keep reading, hope I get all sponsored items!

Monday, May 13, 2019

Love Lace

Hey guys. I am still working on trying to come back and blog. 
Hope you guys like the image and the outfit and if you do, please keep reading below :)

Friday, May 10, 2019

Peek Show

Still struggling to blog. I lost a sponsor. I am saddened very much.
But it's my fault for not really communicating about my lack of posts, also.
Mogul, I hope I can rejoin you at another time <3
Anyway, here is today's post, hope you see something you like.

Monday, May 6, 2019

Ring for Beer

It's no secret I am really struggling to keep up with blogging.
I love you sponsors. I am sorry.
Keep reading for details.

Thursday, May 2, 2019

Hoe Festivities

I am literally forcing myself to blog.
I don't know what has gotten into me but I just do not feel the excitement or joy in blogging anymore.
I know it's because of the new meds.
I am gonna have to request some vacay time or something.
Anywayyyyyyy, go ahead and look at the details if you see anything you like.

Sunday, April 28, 2019

Dark Angel

I am having fun doing something different for a change on my one off day.
 I wanted to name it something super sacrilegious but I chose not to ... as not to offend ... god?
But anyway, I created this 'fit the previous night and fell asleep looking at my avi cause I thought she was so cute, hehe.
I'm very much attached to my avi. I have been in SL for 11 years so, yeah. Super attached.
WELP! Gonna go now and let you keep reading to get the details!

Thursday, April 25, 2019

Ugly, Fat Butches

I named this blog in honor of the miserable fans of mine who try so hard to insult me on SL Secrets, yet fail each and every time. 
Someone said that my avatar and my RL self looked butch. 
LOL. Nah. Try again, sus. 
Anyway, here is a confession. Ever since I started taking medicine for my ADD, I kinda lost interest in blogging ... I don't know what I am going to do ... I guess start requesting vacay's from my sponsors. 
I don't know whether this is temporary but if it is, I don't want to lose any sponsors as they're the best <3
We will see as time goes on. 
Anyway, go ahead and keep reading to get the details!

Sunday, April 21, 2019

Easter Sunday

Ooooh colors. It's fun to make photos and outfits with colors. 
It's still a little outside my comfort zone but I am having a good time experimenting with colors and getting away from earth tones and monochromes. 
I just want to say that I am feeling the love with the blog, the support, the compliments.
You guys really make all the hard work and effort worth it.
Anyway, enough rambling!! Go ahead and keep reading for deets!

Friday, April 19, 2019


I literally never want to take off this Lelutka Head or skin.
What sucks is I went to the Tres Beau skin store to redeliver since they said that the skin's were all updated.
Well, it looks like they got rid of the skin all together. 
Which sucks. I wanted to wear this face with the new S.E. Body appliers, which I hate to admit are my favorite body appliers.
Yawn, I would elaborate but I am really sleepy so I  am gonna call it.
Go ahead and click below to get the details!

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Club Onyx III

Hey foolios.
LOL today, Sunday, I am writing this and I saw I made SL Secrets again.
So funny that people are so bothered by what I say but won't delete me.
I ain't never surrounded myself with something that bothered me if I could help it.
It must be a sad existence to let me, a nobody in Texas, have so much power over you.
Ahh well, I personally love it and my ego is running wild!
Well, enough boasting, read to get the details!

Monday, April 15, 2019

Bubble Gum Yum

I don't normally experiment with colors.
I just play it safe. I am gonna try to get out of my comfort zone and attempt to use more colors in the future.
Especially since Spring is here and it's a colorful season. 
So get ready for new, cool color combinations!
So yeah, I did end up calling into work today. I had a migraine all night so at least it was a legit call in.
So yeah, gonna blog on my off day I earned :)
Read for details, I am gonna start my next blog!

Saturday, April 13, 2019

With Rosa

I am happy I am catching up on blogs on my off days.
I start school in the fall. I will be taking two classes.
I will probably have to leave more than half of my blog groups.
I won't have time for blogging and so with fewer groups, I won't have to pump out as many blogs.
I am low key looking forward to this.
Anyway, I need a shower.
Keep reading for deets.

Friday, April 12, 2019

Deuce II

I am calling into work tomorrow. I want some off days.
I'll never understand how life can be working 5 days a week and resting for just two. 
I wanna sleep, eat and blog LOL. So I think a 3 day weekend is in order :)
Anyway, enjoy these not as recent but still crazy relevant items and thanks for your support!

Wednesday, April 10, 2019

Spring Forward

OMG, my mom keeps calling me on my off day.
I just wanna chill.
I am about to go get some BBQ ... Which I don't even like, but this one place is CRAZY GOOD.
It's called Tejas. They have BBQ and chocolate. How weird, right?
Anyway, keep reading to get details!

Monday, April 8, 2019


Spring is hereeeee.
Shorts, and short skirts! Sandals and halter tops!
It's my weekend so I am fitting in some blogs where I can.
Gonna have to feature some of my black girls, I have nothing but ethnic hair left and so I am gonna go ethnic up in here in the coming blogs.
Anyway, I'm rambling. I'll shut up now :)

Sunday, April 7, 2019


Hey guise. Spring is here and so the full coverage clothing is making it's way out and the scantily clad clothing is rearing it's head. 
It's gonna be hard to blog with my T and A hanging out at work but I will do my best.
Anyway, since I am at work, it's almost time for closing so I need to do my closing duties.
Keep reading to get the details!

Saturday, April 6, 2019


Man, I did 3 blogs today on my off day. 
That might be a record. Wait, no, I think 4 is. 
Well if I hadn't slept until 2pm, perhaps I might have knocked out 4 of 'em.
One more and I think I am taking a break for two weeks :)
Anyway, my fingers are cramping hehe. So go ahead and keep reading for details.

Thursday, April 4, 2019

I Got The Hookup

OMG. What a day! I woke up and ran errands. Then got some crawfish.
Got really light headed and sweaty and shaky while eating my crawfish so I had to sit in the car with the AC on. 
Felt better so I went back inside to finish my meal. Felt ill again!
So I told work I wouldn't be in until late. I go to work for a few hours and go to Texas Roadhouse with my amigo.
I felt kinda weird still, so I didn't get an alcoholic beverage. Good decision!
So we leave and we are on a freeway and I am driving and a man materializes out of no where!
I swerve and almost over correct to the point that I lose control of my car!
My friend happened to have his dashcam on and so he sent me the recording of me slamming my brakes and swerving to avoid that asshole. 
My throat is hoarse from screaming bloody murder but otherwise, I am fine. 
Just angry that someone could be so stupid an endanger themselves and myself and others on the road.
So anyway, I didn't even really have my heart in this blog so forgive me if it's not up to par.
Well, go ahead and read to get the outfit details.

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Taking Care of Business

It's my off day and ... I haven't done a thing. 
I was supposed to run errands. Get crawfish. Check mail. Mail some documents. 
Prepare docs for taxes. All this stuff. And I haven't left my bedroom ...
What a waste of a day. But at the same time, I like not doing shit.
I just feel really unproductive.
Anyway, I have a slight headache so I am done talking.
Details listed below. 

Sunday, March 31, 2019

La Beau

Literally forced myself to blog today.
You know I go thru ups and downs when it comes to blogging.
Well, today is a down. On the upside, my laptop is beastly still with this new SSD.
Why god, why didn't I do this before when it was recommended to me?
I am so hardheaded LOL.
Anyway, sigh, I'm gonna list the details below. 
You can keep reading to get them.

Friday, March 29, 2019

Starry Eyed

Hit hit hit hit me with lightning.
The name of the title of this blog is the title of a song I used to listen to that reminded me of the man I love.
Well, now hate. But have loved for 3 years.
"You look at me, it's like you hit me with lightning."
Oh to be in love. It's a great feeling. Except when it's not.
I digress - I don't feel like upsetting myself.
Just read the details. *EYE ROLL*

Thursday, March 28, 2019


So my mom went back home. I admit I was a wee bit sad when she left.
She called and told me that someone broke into her home while she was away.
How upsetting!
So I am alone again. Glad to have my space to myself, but I guess I miss having my parents closer.
Anyway, I am in the market for a desktop PC but I am in less of a hurry now that I have installed an SSD in my laptop. 
It didn't even move this fast when I got it out of the box, brand new! So I'm stoked :)
Photoshop and GIMP and SL load in seconds! 
Anyway, I'm done talking now LOL. Go ahead and keep reading!

Monday, March 25, 2019

Yellow Jacket

At the time of this blog, it's my mother's last day.
She has been drugging me this whole week with Melatonin.
To make me go to sleep. So I am writing this, zombie like.
Not too much rambling. But it's been a nice visit. I'll be somewhat sad to see her go.
Anyway, my eyes are closing. Keep reading for details.

Saturday, March 23, 2019

Sippin' with Reciepts

Have yall heard of the new BBL body by Yentements?
I have been hyped about it being released.
Well it's finally available on the grid. 
I demo'd it, L$1.00. I liked that it was curvy but I couldn't get the hips to be less wide and I couldn't get the butt to look like the other women demoing it.
I just am not that talented at building shapes.
Anyway, the cooch was fat AF, too. LOL.
I'm gonna sit this one out for now, but I am still hella hyped about the body. 
Congrats to the creator, Kaitlyn and the women who will be able to rock it :)
Well, now it's time to redirect my attention to the blog.
Make sure to keep reading to get the details!

Thursday, March 21, 2019

If You Seek Amy

At the time of this blog post, my mom and I are watching Cheaters.
I have learned the gorgeous host, Clark Gable III is a descendant of Clark Gable (Rhett Butler) and has passed away at the age of 30 two weeks ago! 
Now I am sad because I am enjoying him on this show. 
I googled and learned that the show is fake and gave the news to my mom who now hates me.
But we still enjoy watching the show. Plus while we watch it, I get to blog and mom watches.
It's a great set up and I am glad she finally gets to see what makes me happy. 
Hopefully, she will understand it better, too.
Well, back to Cheaters! 

Monday, March 18, 2019

Is that You, Spring?

I am helping my mom prepare food (as of the creation of this blog) and so I am between blogging and foody. 
I am shocked I was able to get a blog in. 
She was more lenient than I anticipated about my SL use so I was able to get to Skin Fair and spend 5k on make up LMAO.
Plus the other events. Here I thought I was gonna be way behind! 
Anyway, I gotta make some zoodles now. So keep reading to get the deets.

Saturday, March 16, 2019

Little Tea Pots

Hey guys.
Still chilling out, my mother is in town and as I have stated, she doesn't fancy SecondLife so I blogged this outfit like over a week ago but you're just now seeing it today.
I made a post on FB about my mom coming into town and being a little dramatic about having her way so I expect I'll see it on SL Secrets LOL.
Well, wait, I won't see it … I don't read that nonsense any more but I am sure it'll be there.
Have fun talking about me while I keep living my life *wink*
Okay, tangent over!
Go ahead and keep reading to get details!

Friday, March 15, 2019


In my youth I liked to go to SXSW, a music festival held in Austin, TX during Spring Break.
I would go with my brother and his girlfriend.
All my life I have been a 3rd wheel but I never really felt left out, so that's good at least.
Anyway, I got my first ever tattoo on 6th Street and saw some bands that I still rock out to even today.
I am a little older now and don't do crowds and noise as much but I will always remember SXSW fondly and that's why I named this post after the festival.
Anyway, if you see any nice items, keep reading to get the details :)

Wednesday, March 13, 2019

Opposites Attract

I'm at my other job, my primary one. Not the fun one where I get to enjoy 100+mbps.
I'm at the one where it connects when it wants and when it does, it's slower than my measly 12mbps my AT&T internet allows at home.
So I am not in a good mood and I am not interested in spending more time talking when I am on lunch, trying to knock this out. So toodles.
Keep reading for details.

Tuesday, March 12, 2019

Made Ya Look, Again

Hi people. My mother is in town at the time of this posting so I am going to be semi-away from SL.
Much to some of you people's pleasure but much to my dismay.
I'll be back to blogging as soon as I can.
Until then, enjoy shopping 'till you drop and I'll play catch up later!
Keep reading for details!

Sunday, March 10, 2019

Petals in the Wind

Don't get excited by seeing just one girl today!!!
I had to do some close-ups and so I had to have one lonely lady in today's photo.
It took me the whole shift at work to get this done, grrrr. 
Not the photoshop part but finding the back drop, pose and all that jazz. 
Jesus, that's why I don't do scenes. TAKES FOREVER!!\
Welp, hope you see something you like! 
If you do, keep reading! 

Friday, March 8, 2019

Fun With Friends

I labeled this Fun With Friends because my besties iRL and I sat around the table and laughed as he read out the comments and postings of me in SL Secrets.
I would have never known about the most recent submission as I have decided not to view the site so I don't waste my time defending myself to nobodies, but boy, I have a damn headache from laughing so much.
The stuff written about me got more absurd as he read aloud.
We agree, it's awesome (and a bit crazy) for people to be that consumed with me.
Thanks for making our night full of laughter.
Sigh, okay to bidness.
I have some cute gear on to show you guys that I haven't seen a lot of images for so that mean's it wasn't advertised enough so it's my pleasure to do so.
If you want the details, you know what to do!

Wednesday, March 6, 2019

Burberry and Cocktails

I have an off day so I am fitting in a blog while I can … and trying to meet my sponsor rules and deadlines.
People have asked why I use two girls per photo … well, because I am inundated with sponsors (my fault, and choice) and so I get to get as many items in a post with one photo rather than knocking out a billion images a day. 
It works best this way, with working two jobs.
So I like this style, I will be keeping it but I expect over time it will evolve.

Well enough of my senseless rambling, here are the details below:

Tuesday, March 5, 2019

Club Onyx II

Hi all. I brought the Catwa back out. It's no secret that while Catwa might be more popular, Genus is the best head to me.
But I missed some of the skins I had for Catwa so I am gonna try to rotate some Catwa faces instead of just Genus only.
Genus for the win, tho!
Okay, so I have some dresses to show you. Not a huge dress fan, well classy dresses anyway but I like how the accessories really bought these dresses to life.
So keep reading for details :)

Monday, March 4, 2019

Pink When I Turn Out Lights

Hey guys, I am on my way out to get drinks with friends so I won't be writing much dialogue.
I hope you like my post and if you see something that stands out, click below!

Saturday, March 2, 2019

The Scandal

Hey all!!!! I'm at my other job. The one where I get to have fun and get paid.
So I did a blog :) With a new sponsor might I add! 
I was afraid the ruckus the haters were making on SL Secrets would hinder me from greatness but my worries were in vain. 
My sponsors are legit and I am grateful to them.
Anyway. I hope you see something you like and if you do, keep reading to get the details!

Friday, March 1, 2019

Candy Girl!

Hey guys. Whew, it has been a week so far. 
I'm writing this on a Monday, after I found myself on that website SL Secrets again.
People worry about the dumbest crap, I promise. 
I bought some hair products that were pricey and people are trying to make me feel badly about it? 
LOL. Why do people who mean nothing to me think that their opinion where I spend my money is relevant?
My dead cat calls more shots than they ever could. 
I hope they go back under the rock from where they came from and let me be!
LOL my SL partner said it was fucked up that the moderator of the website chimed in too.
If you didn't know, she is banned from SL and rightfully so. 
So my partner said, "why is she hating from outside of SL? She can't get in!" 
Queue "Look At Me Now" music ...

Wednesday, February 27, 2019

The Cat's Meow

This is outside of my norm. But I like to change it up every now and then.
I am blogging for a friend, someone who kind of helps keep me sane on FB and helps me with my noobish ways LOL.
So I thought it would be nice to repay his kindness by promoting his store Luxor Designs International.
Go ahead and click below to get the SLURL!