Tuesday, September 17, 2019

Make You Love Me


Hi all.
Still trying to balance school and my jobs and blogging, still really difficult.
Today's title for my blog is from a song from 2005 that really never meant much to me until recently.
"Make You Love Me" by Kaci Brown. It's teeny-bop which is so unlike what I usually listen to but when I relate, I relate *shrugs* and so it's more impactful today than in 2005 when I first heard it.
I dedicate it to the man I love the most, RLR.
Okay, well, enough of that, on with the show!

Sunday, September 15, 2019

Wake Me Up When September Ends


I exited some groups too fast, I believe.
I have requested a few back but I don't expect to be accepted back.
Oh well, that's what I get for hastily leaving groups. 
So I am showing maybe my last summer fashion ... maybe.
If you see any things you wanna squeeze in before summer is over, keep reading to get the details!

Friday, September 13, 2019

One Step Closer to the Edge


School is starting to take up more time so enjoy 'em while you can!
I am studying and doing tutorials for most of my free time from this point forward!
So if you see something you like, check it out below and until next time!

Sunday, September 8, 2019

Episode Talkin' Body


Soooo, I guess I don't hate blogging as much ... right now, I am going through a phase where it doesn't suck so badly.
And I am manageing my time pretty well with school and studies and working two jobs and over time ... 
I do not know how, but as of now, I am so I am regretting some of the groups I left now but I wouldn't dare come crawling back until at least there is a search for bloggers to apply.
Anyway, so enjoy my remaining sponsors and keep reading below :)

Tuesday, September 3, 2019

Episode For the Fall


I had an off day and I don't have a quiz for another 4 days so I had some time to get a blog in.
I actually have to squeeze in one more ... I have 4 days left on one group I'm in before I face suspension *eye roll* ... these deadlines are for the damn birds.
All right, well read the details if you see anything you like while I prepare my next outfit to blog within the next 4 days ... pfft.

Friday, August 30, 2019

Special Feature

I am *not* back to blogging but I am doing a "special feature" cause I aced my quiz and had the one weekend day free to squeeze in a quick blog ... 
I felt badly about having items from Blogotex that I hadn't blogged yet.
So now I get to leave more groups because I still don't have time for blogging like that.
It's sad but it is what it is. 
Anyway, hope you like the Special Feature and keep reading below for details :) 

Monday, August 19, 2019

Episode Selfish


I know I said no more blogging.
But ... some sponsors reached out and made me feel very valued and I have lessened my amount and left some groups and I hope this pace will be a lot better for me.
I know when school starts, I will probably only be able to blog once a week, so I expect to leave several more groups in the future but that's also okay.
Anyway, I have a 3 hour deadline to submit some of this stuff so let me finish up and send this blog off.
Keep reading below to get the details!

Wednesday, August 14, 2019

Special Edition


So I have left several blog groups. I have some more to remove myself from.
Most of the 15 day groups are the ones that I am leaving for sure.
15 day deadlines approach too fast and I shouldn't have those kind of dead lines on a virtual platform.
I already have enough deadlines with school and my jobs.
So, yes, I already feel much better with fewer blog groups.
Soon it will be more pleasurable and less of an obligation to take pics and make outfits. 
I can't wait until I have just a handful of sponsors.
Anyway, keep reading to get details on my random, special edition blog :)

Saturday, August 10, 2019

Series Finale


Hi all.
I am ... somewhat saddened to inform anyone reading that I won't be blogging as much for a long time.
This may be my last blog post for a little while. 
I am starting school in the fall and I am not going to have time for blogging anymore.
It's just it's very time consuming and I am also just not happy anymore. 
In addition, I lost a very important relationship to me and nothing really matters to me right now. 
Time to take a step back and focus on other things.
So I hope you enjoy and I will see you guys around sometime. 

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

Nipple Town


I have to be in the mood to do something ... different. 
Also, I don't like bathing suits and lingerie so when I do wear it for blogging obligations, a solo pic seems the be the best thing for me to do.
So enjoy the change ... you guys seem to, anyway.
And then click to keep reading :)

Friday, August 2, 2019

Trail of Teal

Hi guyssss. I am in a much better mood.
I think I *might* be caught up with blogging too!
And I only got kicked out of 2 or 3 groups!
A lot of sponsors have been making Legacy gear so I am going to attempt to blog with that gorgeous body and see if I have any luck.
Anyway, while I am fidgiting with that body, go ahead and keep reading to get the details of the outfits shown!

Tuesday, July 30, 2019

Icee Yousee

Not in a good mood. If I say another word, I will never stop.
So, have fun getting the details below.

Thursday, July 25, 2019

Must Be The Ganja

Ugh, I am working my second job today, I agreed to come in cause they needed the coverage.
I just should not have agreed. I am not happy to be here as I normally am.
I am being very mono-tone and stoic and this is a customer service oriented job!
Thank god I get out of here in an hour. I need some serious alone, turn off the phone, time!
Anyway, I somehow managed to get a fashion blog done between serving the extremely needy students in the college so please check it out and keep reading to get the details.

Tuesday, July 23, 2019

Here Comes Mauve

Hey guys. Would you believe that I am STILL catching up.
These 15 day deadlines are for the BIRDS! 
While I am trying to blog all sponsors, the stupid 15 day deadlines creep up on ya like a damn serial killer.
I am definitely going to have to leave some groups, I just can't manage it. 
Anyway, enough complaining, check out the cute gear I am showing you guys and if you see something you like, keep clicking below to get the details.

Thursday, July 18, 2019

Pop Ice

Thanks to the people who reached out to me regarding my previous blog entry.
I am always hestiant about opening up because there are some people who LIVE to see me down and I don't want to give them that satisfaction.
But I also am fortunate to have a blog where I can write down my thoughts and I don't have to just talk 3D Fashion.
Your warm regards are very welcomed, thank you.
Anyway, I hopefully you see something you like here in this blog entry and if you have questions, just let me know!

Sunday, July 14, 2019

Strawberry Lemonade



I can't really say what I want to say on FB because of my viewership.
So I get to be a little more candid here sometimes. 
Which right now, I admit I am in a foul mood.
I've mentioned I recently reconnected with the man I love but he is really cautious because of somethings that occurred last year.
I am trying to pay my dues and be patient but it's not easy. I just wonder how long I have to pay for my transgressions.
How long is the ball going to be in his court? Will he ever acquiesce? Or will be he in possession forever?
As long as I have known him, he has controlled the relationship 100% ... I guess that's what happens when one person loves the other more.
The other knows they have the control because they don't fear losing the other person as much as the other person does. 
So I guess I answered my question. No, I will never take possession of the ball. 
He will always have it and I will always have to be the one who bends because my fear of loss is significantly greater.
Okay well ... I was treating my blog like a blog. 
A place to express myself when I have no where else to do so. 
Thanks for existing so my fingers have a place to store my thoughts.

On with the fashion part, now. 

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Cake Mania

Hey readers and Stans,

Got some new gear to show ya! 
A few events going on and so if you haven't been to some of them yet, you'll find some SLURLs below to get you to where you need to be!
I think just one or two more blogs and I will be caught up a lot better and can stop stressing.
Still leaving groups. I just have too many. 
Thank you for the sponsorship, if you're a sponsor and reading this!
All right, enough rambling, let's get to the good stuff:

Saturday, July 6, 2019

Summertime Unwind


Hey guys.
I have another one for ya. Still catching up. I have like 3 or so more blogs to catch up.
Then at that point, decide what I want to keep doing (logging in or not).
I have been working things out with the love of my life and he isn't a fan of SL.
Soooo it's lonely ass SL or be with the man of my dreams.
LOL it's an easy choice.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Return of the Mack


So, I lost some sponsors while I was away. 
I guess announcing I was on vacation both here and on Flickr is insufficient.
Ahh well. I am working on decreasing the amount of sponsors anyway. 
After this summer, I will be focused on work and studies, no time for blogging. 
To the sponsors who kept me, I thank you.

Anyway, here is my first blog in a month.
Hope you enjoy!

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Vacay

I’m taking a very much needed vacation. I will not have internet service at my location and cannot log in. I will return after 6/27/19. Thank you very much!

Thursday, June 6, 2019

Summer is Coming


I am going out of town for a couple of weeks so this will be the last blog entry for awhile.
I hope you enjoy it and if you need help, just contact me for info. 
I will try to reply to those.
Keep reading for details :)

Sunday, June 2, 2019

Blossom

Took a few days off to catch up on Supernatural.
But with ZERO days left in Blogotex, I had to get back to work.
Also, I have been distracted. An old friend just appeared out of no where back into my life this week and so I have been talking on the phone often which doesn't allow for much blogging if I am trying to pay attention to the conversation.
We will see how long said friend sticks around ... I may be blogging less and less or a whole freaking lot.
Time will tell.
Until then, on with the show.

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Unbothered


The weirdest thing happened to me this week.
An old friend, an ex, made contact with me after 13 years.
His life is perfect and I couldn't help but compare mine to his.
I play Second Life ... I mean ... I would *never* admit that to him. 
I don't know if it's fresh but I feel like I have been reevaluating things the last couple days after talking to him. 
I admit, it's got me down. 
Anyway, yeah sorry for the RL stuff, it's a blog after all ... where people write.
Okay, well enough of that, let's get back to the SL content. 
Keep reading below for details.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Vice City


OMG it's been such a long day! 
I am at my bestie's house and we had a baby shower that we attended with some good ass food.
Now we have some friends over so I can't make this too long, gotta go be social!
Keep reading for deets!

Friday, May 24, 2019

Gatling

Hey just getting a blog in before I go away for a few days.
Gonna be spending time at my BFF house.
Since I have a new position at work, I get weekends off now!
So now I get to spend it with the bestie!

So keep reading to get more details and I'll see ya when I get back! 

Monday, May 20, 2019

Butter Is Everything You Ignorant Bitch


Getting blogs done and catching up from my time where I didn't want to blog anymore.
Not that I still don't want to.
But I do need to catch up so I can stop stressing about it.
It's bed time for me, though so anyhoo, keep reading for details.

Saturday, May 18, 2019

House Arrest

SL is down so I am struggling like hell to credit. 
I will update whenever it comes back up ... and I'm not busy with work and school orientation.
Kay, keep reading, hope I get all sponsored items!

Monday, May 13, 2019

Love Lace

Hey guys. I am still working on trying to come back and blog. 
Hope you guys like the image and the outfit and if you do, please keep reading below :)

Friday, May 10, 2019

Peek Show

Still struggling to blog. I lost a sponsor. I am saddened very much.
But it's my fault for not really communicating about my lack of posts, also.
Mogul, I hope I can rejoin you at another time <3
Anyway, here is today's post, hope you see something you like.

Monday, May 6, 2019

Ring for Beer


It's no secret I am really struggling to keep up with blogging.
I love you sponsors. I am sorry.
Keep reading for details.

Thursday, May 2, 2019

Hoe Festivities

I am literally forcing myself to blog.
I don't know what has gotten into me but I just do not feel the excitement or joy in blogging anymore.
I know it's because of the new meds.
I am gonna have to request some vacay time or something.
Anywayyyyyyy, go ahead and look at the details if you see anything you like.

Sunday, April 28, 2019

Dark Angel


I am having fun doing something different for a change on my one off day.
 I wanted to name it something super sacrilegious but I chose not to ... as not to offend ... god?
But anyway, I created this 'fit the previous night and fell asleep looking at my avi cause I thought she was so cute, hehe.
I'm very much attached to my avi. I have been in SL for 11 years so, yeah. Super attached.
WELP! Gonna go now and let you keep reading to get the details!

Thursday, April 25, 2019

Ugly, Fat Butches


I named this blog in honor of the miserable fans of mine who try so hard to insult me on SL Secrets, yet fail each and every time. 
Someone said that my avatar and my RL self looked butch. 
LOL. Nah. Try again, sus. 
Anyway, here is a confession. Ever since I started taking medicine for my ADD, I kinda lost interest in blogging ... I don't know what I am going to do ... I guess start requesting vacay's from my sponsors. 
I don't know whether this is temporary but if it is, I don't want to lose any sponsors as they're the best <3
We will see as time goes on. 
Anyway, go ahead and keep reading to get the details!

Sunday, April 21, 2019

Easter Sunday


Ooooh colors. It's fun to make photos and outfits with colors. 
It's still a little outside my comfort zone but I am having a good time experimenting with colors and getting away from earth tones and monochromes. 
I just want to say that I am feeling the love with the blog, the support, the compliments.
You guys really make all the hard work and effort worth it.
Anyway, enough rambling!! Go ahead and keep reading for deets!

Friday, April 19, 2019

Monochrome


I literally never want to take off this Lelutka Head or skin.
What sucks is I went to the Tres Beau skin store to redeliver since they said that the skin's were all updated.
Well, it looks like they got rid of the skin all together. 
Which sucks. I wanted to wear this face with the new S.E. Body appliers, which I hate to admit are my favorite body appliers.
Yawn, I would elaborate but I am really sleepy so I  am gonna call it.
Go ahead and click below to get the details!

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Club Onyx III


Hey foolios.
LOL today, Sunday, I am writing this and I saw I made SL Secrets again.
So funny that people are so bothered by what I say but won't delete me.
I ain't never surrounded myself with something that bothered me if I could help it.
It must be a sad existence to let me, a nobody in Texas, have so much power over you.
Ahh well, I personally love it and my ego is running wild!
Well, enough boasting, read to get the details!

Monday, April 15, 2019

Bubble Gum Yum

I don't normally experiment with colors.
I just play it safe. I am gonna try to get out of my comfort zone and attempt to use more colors in the future.
Especially since Spring is here and it's a colorful season. 
So get ready for new, cool color combinations!
So yeah, I did end up calling into work today. I had a migraine all night so at least it was a legit call in.
So yeah, gonna blog on my off day I earned :)
Read for details, I am gonna start my next blog!

Saturday, April 13, 2019

With Rosa


I am happy I am catching up on blogs on my off days.
I start school in the fall. I will be taking two classes.
I will probably have to leave more than half of my blog groups.
I won't have time for blogging and so with fewer groups, I won't have to pump out as many blogs.
I am low key looking forward to this.
Anyway, I need a shower.
Keep reading for deets.

Friday, April 12, 2019

Deuce II

I am calling into work tomorrow. I want some off days.
I'll never understand how life can be working 5 days a week and resting for just two. 
I wanna sleep, eat and blog LOL. So I think a 3 day weekend is in order :)
Anyway, enjoy these not as recent but still crazy relevant items and thanks for your support!

Wednesday, April 10, 2019

Spring Forward


OMG, my mom keeps calling me on my off day.
I just wanna chill.
I am about to go get some BBQ ... Which I don't even like, but this one place is CRAZY GOOD.
It's called Tejas. They have BBQ and chocolate. How weird, right?
Anyway, keep reading to get details!

Monday, April 8, 2019

Graffiti

Spring is hereeeee.
Shorts, and short skirts! Sandals and halter tops!
It's my weekend so I am fitting in some blogs where I can.
Gonna have to feature some of my black girls, I have nothing but ethnic hair left and so I am gonna go ethnic up in here in the coming blogs.
Anyway, I'm rambling. I'll shut up now :)

Sunday, April 7, 2019

Lemonada


Hey guise. Spring is here and so the full coverage clothing is making it's way out and the scantily clad clothing is rearing it's head. 
It's gonna be hard to blog with my T and A hanging out at work but I will do my best.
Anyway, since I am at work, it's almost time for closing so I need to do my closing duties.
Keep reading to get the details!

Saturday, April 6, 2019

Solis

Man, I did 3 blogs today on my off day. 
That might be a record. Wait, no, I think 4 is. 
Well if I hadn't slept until 2pm, perhaps I might have knocked out 4 of 'em.
One more and I think I am taking a break for two weeks :)
Anyway, my fingers are cramping hehe. So go ahead and keep reading for details.

Thursday, April 4, 2019

I Got The Hookup


OMG. What a day! I woke up and ran errands. Then got some crawfish.
Got really light headed and sweaty and shaky while eating my crawfish so I had to sit in the car with the AC on. 
Felt better so I went back inside to finish my meal. Felt ill again!
So I told work I wouldn't be in until late. I go to work for a few hours and go to Texas Roadhouse with my amigo.
I felt kinda weird still, so I didn't get an alcoholic beverage. Good decision!
So we leave and we are on a freeway and I am driving and a man materializes out of no where!
I swerve and almost over correct to the point that I lose control of my car!
My friend happened to have his dashcam on and so he sent me the recording of me slamming my brakes and swerving to avoid that asshole. 
My throat is hoarse from screaming bloody murder but otherwise, I am fine. 
Just angry that someone could be so stupid an endanger themselves and myself and others on the road.
So anyway, I didn't even really have my heart in this blog so forgive me if it's not up to par.
Well, go ahead and read to get the outfit details.

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Taking Care of Business


It's my off day and ... I haven't done a thing. 
I was supposed to run errands. Get crawfish. Check mail. Mail some documents. 
Prepare docs for taxes. All this stuff. And I haven't left my bedroom ...
What a waste of a day. But at the same time, I like not doing shit.
I just feel really unproductive.
Anyway, I have a slight headache so I am done talking.
Details listed below. 

Sunday, March 31, 2019

La Beau

Literally forced myself to blog today.
You know I go thru ups and downs when it comes to blogging.
Well, today is a down. On the upside, my laptop is beastly still with this new SSD.
Why god, why didn't I do this before when it was recommended to me?
I am so hardheaded LOL.
Anyway, sigh, I'm gonna list the details below. 
You can keep reading to get them.

Friday, March 29, 2019

Starry Eyed


Hit hit hit hit me with lightning.
The name of the title of this blog is the title of a song I used to listen to that reminded me of the man I love.
Well, now hate. But have loved for 3 years.
"You look at me, it's like you hit me with lightning."
Oh to be in love. It's a great feeling. Except when it's not.
I digress - I don't feel like upsetting myself.
Just read the details. *EYE ROLL*

Thursday, March 28, 2019

Midnight

So my mom went back home. I admit I was a wee bit sad when she left.
She called and told me that someone broke into her home while she was away.
How upsetting!
So I am alone again. Glad to have my space to myself, but I guess I miss having my parents closer.
Anyway, I am in the market for a desktop PC but I am in less of a hurry now that I have installed an SSD in my laptop. 
It didn't even move this fast when I got it out of the box, brand new! So I'm stoked :)
Photoshop and GIMP and SL load in seconds! 
Anyway, I'm done talking now LOL. Go ahead and keep reading!

Monday, March 25, 2019

Yellow Jacket


At the time of this blog, it's my mother's last day.
She has been drugging me this whole week with Melatonin.
To make me go to sleep. So I am writing this, zombie like.
Not too much rambling. But it's been a nice visit. I'll be somewhat sad to see her go.
Anyway, my eyes are closing. Keep reading for details.

Saturday, March 23, 2019

Sippin' with Reciepts

Have yall heard of the new BBL body by Yentements?
I have been hyped about it being released.
Well it's finally available on the grid. 
I demo'd it, L$1.00. I liked that it was curvy but I couldn't get the hips to be less wide and I couldn't get the butt to look like the other women demoing it.
I just am not that talented at building shapes.
Anyway, the cooch was fat AF, too. LOL.
I'm gonna sit this one out for now, but I am still hella hyped about the body. 
Congrats to the creator, Kaitlyn and the women who will be able to rock it :)
Well, now it's time to redirect my attention to the blog.
Make sure to keep reading to get the details!