Wednesday, August 12, 2020

She Sells Seashells

OH MY GOSH, THIS WEEK AT WORK HAS BEEN NUTS!
I am still working and gotta meet my deadline, so I am keeping this one really short.
So keep reading to get the blog details and I will be sure to catch everyone up on all the goodies in my dramatic life. LOL.

Monday, August 10, 2020

Champagne Room

I am trying to knock out all these close ups so I can go back to my usual blog style.
With a plain background.
I have no idea how you other bloggers and photographers do your work with back grounds.
I don't like it being busy behind me ... plus it's more work.
The less work, the better. 
Well, if you see anything you like besides nipples and pubic hair, then keep reading to get the details :)

Saturday, August 8, 2020

Angel Dust

So, I have been bitten by the "Peace" bug ... I have been sending out N/Cs to people who I have had disagreements with in the past and I am extending an olive branch.
Some have reached back out to me and even agreed they were in the wrong too, and some have been silent. 
But I am doing my part and my conscience is becoming clearer and clearer with each note-card submission.
I don't want to be disliked and I'm not angry anymore to where I want people to dislike me.
So I'm on the pathway to peace and happiness and I am starting here, in SL along with RL!
Anyway, just wanted to share my thoughts.
Let's get to business, shall we?
Wanna know the details of today's look? Well, keep reading to get them!!

Friday, August 7, 2020

Sugar & Spice

There's a new Firestorm Beta out and I do NOT like the windlight options.
My friend is remotely taking over my PC soon to set it up for me, otherwise I won't be using it.
So, I have to make this quick, he will be taking over any moment now.
So, you know the drill ... click below to read the blog details!

Wednesday, August 5, 2020

La Isla Rosa

I did two blogs today.
That's a lot, considering I worked today.
I love blogging but I think I wanna look back into creating.
I am spending too much money, so why not see what I can create?
Maybe I will start off small, eyelashes or something.
I need to practice texturing for sure.
The man I loved for 4 miserable years left me with a tablet so I need to bring it out and get some drawing practice with it.

Anyway, I am tired and so I am gonna wrap it up.
Click below to get the details for today's blog image!

Monday, August 3, 2020

Pearl Girl

Nothing new to report for you drama seekers or those who enjoy following my life through my blog.
Sorry to disappoint.
So click below to get the other stuff you came for ... Fashion!

Saturday, August 1, 2020

.Fefe.

I loved these outfits.
I could barely keep my eyes open while making this blog tho, so I am gonna keep it short today and finish up so I can take a nap.
Thanks so much for reading, click below to get the details.

Thursday, July 30, 2020

Oral Fixation

I am back from Puerto Rico.
I had a nice time. The food was to die for.
There was a lot of beauty like the scenery in El Yunque Rain Forest and the beaches.
But there was a lot of unpretty things too like the buildings that never got rebuilt.
And the graffiti. My GOD, graffiti EVERYWHERE. 
It's like these people don't give a damn about their community.
No one is doing anything! Government wise, no clean up, nothing.
Litter all over the place! And don't get me started on the way that people drive.
I thought I was aggressive. I am just grateful I didn't have to drive.
Otherwise I would have an an accident (they don't even have real insurance there!) or get pulled from my car and beaten by some angry driver.
I don't mean to complain so much, I had a great time. 
Old San Juan, and the rain forest and the dining out. 
The hotel was nice, too.
I just ... can't see why anyone would live there is all.
Anyway, I will shut up before I offend someone, because I mean no offense. 
I just ... was very happy to be back home on the roads that are familiar to me.
Well, that's that for now.
Keep reading to get the details below :)

Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Condado Beach

So by the time you read this blog, I will have walked the beaches of Condado, Puerto Rico, thus the name for the blog post.
I will have a bathing suit, but not nearly as sexy as the ones you see here, lol.
I am annoyed though, I gave my friend an N95 mask to wear on the plane and his dumb ass chose not to wear it. 
So we will be 6ft the entire trip, cause he got me effed up.
Anyway, gonna get back to work, that is what I should be doing, not blogging.
Here is the list of details below:

Monday, July 27, 2020

Purple Pills

I am literally sitting here at the Collision place ... when I took my car home yesterday, I could hear a whistling from the door that was repaired.
They've adjusted the door and tested it and they still hear the noise.
I am losing confidence that they'll be able to figure out where the whistling is coming from or how to repair it.
I figure if air can get in, then so can water. 
I already had a car once that leaked when it rained.
I am not dealing with that again ... especially on a brand new car.
Take it how you wish, but I hope the people who violated my car and my pocket books burn for eternity. 
Welp, now that I have wished the worst on someone else, let's get to the blogging part:

Friday, July 24, 2020

My Sempiternal

I got my car back today! I am very HAPPY!
I missed it so much that I had dreams about it.
They need to go back and fix the door, though, there is a whistling sound when I drive it on the freeway and that is kinda ghetto to me. 
Otherwise, I am happy.
So I will keep this short!
On to the blog!

Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Bee's Knees

I am still kinda meh. 
The highlight of today MIGHT be picking up my car.
My internet went down on a conference call so I am annoyed about that.
I am also listening to music and unfortunately, it makes me feel worse.
So yeah ... meh.
Let's get on with the blog post, then.

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Dessert Bake Bar

I am feeling less ... weird.
Time is the ally and the enemy and after time, I always tend to feel things less intensely.
Well, the good news is I get my car back tomorrow.
I didn't get it last week as predicted because the collision place found an extra issue.
I can't wait to turn in this lame ass Chevy Camaro and get my baby back.
Well I am not really in the mood to talk much so here, let's get to biz.

Sunday, July 19, 2020

My Eternal Chase

So I reached out to a certain someone and I unexpectedly heard from them. 
I asked them if they wanted me to cease communication or if they wanted to keep socializing.
This person never really answered but continued to communicate with me so I assumed that was their way of indirectly telling me they wanted to keep communicating.
Then after about a week, I noticed the messages got shorter and less frequent. 
This is a repeated pattern from this person from the very beginning so I fell back.
Then yesterday, they told me they weren't interested in communicating with me anymore.
Why didn't they say that when I asked them a week ago if they wanted me to stop contacting them.
Why did it take a week for them to decide "oh never mind, I don't want shit to do with her."
This person will forever remain a mystery to me. I can't deny, that move they've pulled so many times still stung, though.
So ... here I am again ... wondering what I said/did wrong and just going to have to keep moving forward as I always am forced to when it comes to dealings with this individual. 
All right, now I got that off my chest, we can get to the blogging stuff.

Saturday, July 18, 2020

Bathing Suit Season

I GET MY CAR BACK TODAY!
TWO WEEKS WITHOUT MY LOVE! 
I have been miserable, a hole in my chest!
I get my baby back today.
So I am keeping it short 'cause I have stuff to do today!!

Keep reading to get deets!

Friday, July 17, 2020

Manhattan Noir

Man, I swear I can't say anything on SLFB without it backfiring or blowing up or me ending up on SLSecrets.
People have it out for me because of how out spoken I am, and my words get taken way out of context and contorted.
I made a post recently about morphing skin ADs and the real deal in world and it blew up!
It blew up so bad that companies severed ties with the AD creator. 
I have a rock in my stomach. 
I never want to impact someone's business. 
I sent a N/C to the company that severed ties with the other company and apologized.
But things definitly did get blown out of proportion ... as they normally do with SLFB.
Anyway ... I gotta stop beating myself up for how things turned out. 
So yeah, keep reading to get the details for today's latest blog.

Wednesday, July 15, 2020

Pound Puppies

Lately, I have been watching this YouTube channel called Soft White Underbelly and it's this guy, Mark, who pays 40$ to gangsters, prostitutes, people with mental illnesses, rapists, drug addicts, homeless people, etc who walk the streets of Skid Row.
Man, I didn't know it was like that out there. Why would anyone want to live in LA with a place like that?
Sleeping in tents, fighting to stay alive, smoking crack to deal with selling your body.
It's depressing as hell but also makes me very grateful that my parents didn't shit the bed raising me and I know I'm well taken care of, loved, all that jazz.
Anyway, let's get on with the blogging!

Monday, July 13, 2020

All the Boys to the Yard

Covid just hit the area at work that a friend of mine who visits from time to time works at.
Sooooo, now I think I might have to roll solo man, cause how do I explain working from home and never going out and STILL catching Covid?
It's convenient that my friends work close to where I live ... but hella inconvenient if I catch the 'Rona.
Additionally, I just found out that I have to test for Covid and have proof before I can fly into Puerto Rico ... within 72 hours. 
That means I need to find a testing site with a rapid turn over rate for testing results.
Soooooo ... I am stressed TF out. 
I was driving, running errands yesterday and there was a LINE, 30 cars DEEP at a nearby testing sight.
Shit is SURREAL AF!
Anyway, time to start listing items worn in the photo.
You'll find the details by clicking below.

Saturday, July 11, 2020

Put That in Your Pipe ...

Man so Covid is messing up my Puerto Rican plans!!
I don't like the idea of United Airlines filling up the planes!
Additionally, with Covid running rampant again, what if everything in PR is closed?
I want to sight see! Eat, drink!
I've never been before, and it may or may not even happen now, thanks to this 2nd wave. 
And if it *does* happen, I won't get the full blast of it in Condado, which is like Miami Beach.
What piss poor timing :( So yeah, I'm no longer going to get excited about my travels.
Thanks a lot to all the maskless fucks who couldn't bear the idea of wearing a mask to protect themselves and others around them.
Anyway, I don't wanna dwell any longer at the moment so let's move onto the fashion part of the blog.

Keep reading below to get the details.

Wednesday, July 8, 2020

Cat and Mouse

Dude, all this sitting, doing blogs and working from home, I promise I am going to have some long term back issues.
Maybe I need a better chair? I don't know.
I just know my back muscles hurt and my ass goes numb.
Not complaining, I rather work on my ass than my feet while being abused by the flying public.
But, I'm looking forward to this shower I've got coming.

ANYHOO ... time to list these credits, so keep reading below to get 'em.

Monday, July 6, 2020

Hoe Chella

Bro.
You ain't gonna believe this.
So, I have a very nice, new car. 
I've done pimped this thing TF out. 
Neons, illegal tint, bad ass subs in the trunk, neons for the interior floor, custom mats, dash cam, the works.
I recently moved into what I thought were luxury apartments.
I had my suspicions soon though after I saw hoodlums sagging their pants so low I could see the crack of their asses through their boxers.
Swarms of young men in groups which made me uneasy, noisy kids running, fights all hours of the night, repeat visits from the police.
Tell me why the fuck after 2.5 months here in this ghetto ass neighborhood, I hear my friend banging on my door at 10am to tell me my fucking car is sitting on goddamn bricks.
They also tried to break into my car by damaging the passenger door panel, weren't able to for whatever reason, so instead stole all my goddamn rims/tires.
I knew I lived among a bunch of low life, good for nothing hood rats, but I didn't expect I would be victimized by them.
Two days later and my throat is still hoarse from nonstop screaming from the violation I feel and feeling like a rat in a cage ... cause I signed a 15 month lease.
I am currently either trying to get a garage (150$ a month at reduced cost) to HIDE my car into, or they (property management) needs to sever my lease and let me get the hell out of this ghetto ass neighborhood. 
I expect the latter will be happening.

At present I am driving a nice 2020 Camero, and I am walking outside all hours of the night with my gun to make sure the "my baby didn't do nuffink" asshole thugs aren't dismantling my rental.
If they are, I'm looking forward to laying them out with my .45 ... which gun fire is a normal thing for them anyway.

So I will just write the updates as they occur.

Stay continued for my drama as it unfolds, here at Haus of Fashion!

(click below to keep reading)

Saturday, July 4, 2020

Everything Will Rust

I ... actually don't have anything to rant or rave about ... so you're in luck.
We will get right onto the reason you're here ... the credits!
Keep reading below to get the details :)

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Red Red Wine

OMG, I am so excited!
In a month I am going to be visiting Puerto Rico for the first time.
My friend and I are going.
I always tell people I would travel more if someone would just come with me (and pay for their own shit, of course) but since I am single and anti social AF, I don't have a travel buddy.
But this time I do.
I secured a nice "bed and breakfast" or "boutique" style hotel. 
At first I was looking at a Hyatt, but I can stay at a Hyatt anywhere.
I wanted the "Puerto Rican" experience. 
I can't wait to sight see and eat all the food I can get my hands on.
One month!! Tick tock, muthaf*ccka!

(Click below to get the blog credits)

Meh Tropical

So I just got some good news!
We are supposed to be working from home 100% of the time still ... I guess because of the Covid 19 spike.
I'll keep watching what I eat, though, so I can return to the office WHENEVER, and not be a fat ass.
Anyway, I have a hunger headache so I am not in a very social mood, luck you.
So keep reading to get to the juicy stuff.

Sunday, June 28, 2020

Planet Fitness


My last blog for the week, I am relived.
I think I am pumping out so many blogs to compensate for when I slow down severely when I go back to work.
So I will do as many as I can and then release every 2-3 days and just delete the event locations and stuff and hope the designer built the vendor in the in-world store.
Because yeah ... 40 something sponsors and two jobs and school resuming ... yeah ... blogging gonna be hella backburnered.
Anyway, gonna wrap up the chatter, so go ahead and keep reading below to get the details.

Friday, June 26, 2020

Garden Party

Why do people feel like they're able to call you and monopolize your time because they're bored or feel like conversing?
How do you know the person you're calling is doing absolutely nothing and is staring at the wall and dying to hear your voice?
Why does someone think they have the right to hold you hostage on the phone?
Since the introduction of text messaging when I was 16 (or my first cell phone anyway), I have stopped enjoying communicating via phone (unless it's very important, of course), and prefer to communicate via text messaging.
It's gives me less queasiness when I get a text ... I did turn off sound however, because I hate the sound of my phone ringing in the quiet, and even the vibration is infuriating, but it's a text and I can get to it when I am good and ready versus dropping everything I am doing to take your call and talk about absolutely nothing.
If it were up to me, I wouldn't hear from anyone at anytime ... shutting everyone out 24/7 seems like heaven. 
If only I could experience that.

Anyway, check the details below to get the credits for what I am wearing in my image.

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

It's Getting Hot in Here

... I am getting so hot, I'm gonna take my clothes off!
I woke from a nap so I could do this blog post.
At this time, I am blogging for fun and not obligation.
When I return to work, I am beyond screwed with all these sponsors I've gained during quarantine that I'll no longer have time to blog for.
I'll cross that bridge next month when that issue comes.
Anyway, this month makes a year since I have seen the one person who I can't talk about without upsetting other people so he's been pretty present on my mind.
We used to have stupid words we used between each other that I vow not to use with anyone else.
They were born between us and they died with us. 
Anyway, happy one year anniversary to you, sir and I hope you're safe while the world burns. 
Sigh.

K, blog time.

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Summer Babes

Man, nothing chafes my ass more than a rejection for a blog post.
I know designers spend a lot of time creating, but I spent about 5 or so hours per blog.
That is about as long as it takes to rig and stuff, so I read.
And so when I spend half my day doing a blog for free (I delete 90% of items I blog) and it gets rejected, it is a slap in the face. 
I can see if the product wasn't displayed well enough, but recently, that wasn't the case.
So, yeah ... ass hurt.
I won't elaborate, but I'll say it again, it's BS.
Ok, well let's see how many times this one gets rejected.
For now, keep reading to get the details.

Monday, June 22, 2020

Girl Boss

OH MY GOD! SLFB has been such a shit show!
So as everyone knows, there is been movement on the African American front, protests and our voices are finally being heard and some changes finally being made.
But then, like all causes, there are people who are xtreme. 
I ran into a few yesterday. 
Some idiots I've never heard of before who all came to my post about wearing black skins if you're not black in Second Life and trying to gang up on me, but I filtered them fools out.
Most African American's in SL don't give a shit, but some are opposed to anyone who is not black in RL wearing black skins in Second Life.
They're comparing it to black face.
You read that right. BLACK FACE.
Okay, blackface is really offensive and a very insensitive thing that goes wayyyy back (and not too distantly in the past, too) when white people would portray blacks on TV/Movies/Plays and it was meant to be comical but it was meant to be a mockery of African Americans.
Dark face paint, bright red, ooga booga lips, just racist and insulting.
Now a handful of idiots in SL are equating THAT to a non black wearing a black skin in SL.
Some people really need a fucking reality check.
This is Second Life first of all, and you can do and be whatever you want as long as it doesn't involve criminal activities.
For the extremist on SLFB who are policing those who are non black but choose to be black in SL ... well, to me they're diluting the message we as black people are trying to get across. 
And for the people who have never posted a pro-black article or message on their FB and all the sudden are on the BLM bandwagon to the xtreme, we see though your act, you're only an opportunist and it's as clear as day ... looking at you, Kalista Sincario.
None of those extremeists had a leg to stand on, no defense and nothing but insults and tagging other sick-minded people to help their lost cause.
I'm grateful SL has a block button <3

Whew, sorry for the long ass rant, but again, it's a blog, what do you do if you're not writing?
Welp, on to the Second Life fun, check out the list of goodies worn below:

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Work Flow

My SL Partner TPed on me when I was blogging this and she said "wow, you look great. You look like you're ready for an interview."
Thank you! 
Maybe I can take some tips when ever I start the job hunt in the future.
A close friend of mine quit his job after 15 years because of the state of his mental health when he was at work.
While the thought is terrifying, I can respect someone for protecting their mental health from a jonw here they're unappreciated. 
He has everything in the world in his favor so I know he will be successful and happier with his future pursuits.
Now, if I was into role-play, I would be hitting up some job interviews ... but since I'm not, I'm just gonna take this off and go dress for my next blog!

Thursday, June 18, 2020

.Slumber.

Just found out I am returning to work next month, sometime in July.
I am depressed about this, even tho I knew it was coming.
That's why I started eating low carb again to prepare for my return, I ain't showing up to the office with all this Covid-20 weight!
So I have been at it about 2 weeks, I see no improvements but I also didn't weigh myself because I didn't want to have to kill myself after seeing the high ass number on the scale.
So, I can only base it on whether my clothes fit well again or not.
It ain't easy, eating low carb, I have tons of popcorn and chocolate in the pantry, calling out to me.
Looking forward to Friday, my cheat day.
Pray for me.
And while you're praying, check out the details below for the blog image today :)

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

The Girl U Like

Man, it's been such a shit show with this whole Black Lives Matter and All Lives Matter issue.
I have really been seeing the ugly in people ... in people I didn't expect to see it in, at that.
The world is changing, the US is angry ... people of color are angry because they want to stop dying because they're black and the majority (Caucasians) are trying to make it about them, make themselves the victim or deflect. 
Not all, of course. But all deflection and anger at POC's rage is from mostly white.
I've seen so much bullying from both sides, people threatening to kill themselves, etc.
It's a stressful time and I see this going on long term and worsening.
I am not personally affected yet ... and I am not looking forward to it when I am.
It's the end of the world, I swear.
Anyway ... just writing my thoughts down, I'll get to the blogging part now.

Monday, June 15, 2020

Girl Power

Yay I was able to fit in a blog before my weekend began.
Too bad I just had a Black Lives Matter outfit dropped on me, so I guess that means no break for me, LOL.
I am not done blogging for the week like I thought I was because now I have to represent.
Anyway, I am working right now, so not much dialogue today.
Check ya on my next post, tho :)

Sunday, June 14, 2020

.Booties.

Listening to my friend assure her friend on voice that she doesn't have Corona Virus.
LOL, it's funny to listen to a whole conversation while I do my blog.
I can't tell if the person that she's talking to is her child or a roommate.
But, either way it's funny. I think it's her daughter though.
I'll ask when they stop talking, but I think it's her teenage daughter.
They have a funny relationship. I could never have that kind of relationship with my mother.
Good for them.
Anyway, check out the blog below :)

Thursday, June 11, 2020

Yin & Yang

I just want to give a shout out to the flexible and considerate sponsors who forgive you for falling short of your obligations!
I want to recognize the sponsors who add LMs to their posts or Blogger Boxes to make land-marking/URL easier to obtain while crediting.
I want to give props to sponsors who allow you to take more than one item at a time, because one item just isn't enough sometimes.
Anyway, I love these outfits and I hope you do, too.
Keep reading below to find the details :)

Wednesday, June 10, 2020

An LGBTQ Ally

I dedicate this blog to my best friend, my love, my brother and my soulmate, Daniel.
We met when I was 12 and have grown up together for the last 23 years. 
I've (sometimes at a distance) watched him mature with a wisdom beyond his years, become a first time home-owner, finish school, get married and start a beautiful family.
I know his life isn't perfect, but to me, it's the closest thing to perfection.
In addition to all of his accomplishments as a husband, father and in his career, he represents the beauty of the GLBTQ community and because of him, I am a fierce ally and defender.
No man is worthy of me if he cannot accept my bestfriend's marriage/family because I am a package deal.
Anyway, before I start getting emotional, I am gonna wrap it up, but I wanted everyone to know about my beautiful best friend <3 who is GLBTQ thus, makes me apart of the community as well.
#Pride

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Owner of a Lonely Heart

Hey guys, I have a visitor so I can't really write what I want to, but I will on tomorrow's blog.
I don't want to keep them waiting, watching Bob's Burgers while I do a blog.
So enjoy my silence and keep reading to get the details :)

Friday, June 5, 2020

The Revolution

A Revolution, that is what is happening across the world.
People's eyes are being opened and while we are meeting resistance from the color people hating masses, we have even more support than ever before.
Allies standing with us, protesting with us and demanding change for Kings and Queen's and their beautiful Black Lives.
Even though I am rejected from both halves that make me whole, I stand with my brother's and sisters, and I will always support the BLM Movement.
You finally hear us America, now get ready for our Revolution!
(Whoop whoop!)

Thursday, June 4, 2020

Dream Drop

My last blog for the week!
I do not blog on the weekends so I bust this one out real fast.
I can't really concentrate on writing any text right now because my visitor is telling me about the DC Universe and making me watch Wonder Woman trailers soooo ... so, I am gonna shut up now, and y'all keep reading below for details.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Dream Sickle

I don't know how I ended up in a very dark area last night online.
Wait, yes I do.
I was on FB and a Buzzfeed article popped up about movies you could only watch once.
All the movies on the list were a snooze fest.
So I dug though the comments and THAT'S when I struck oil.
People were listing movies like "Human Centipede" and "Martyrs" which I believe are definitely a one time thing.
Then I kept seeing a tiny portion of commentators who kept mentioning titles called "120 Days of Sodom" and "A Serbian Film" my curiosity took me to Google.
I spent several hours digging up reviews and information about these two titles, and I refuse to mention the content in these movies but let me just say, I officially believe in censorship now and that this world is a disgusting place.
I was shaken until this morning, and even cried a little, simply due to my imagination of what I read about the content of the movies.
I will go to my grave never viewing such atrocities.
Anyway ... I guess I shouldn't have mentioned them here, because I certainly shouldn't be piquing anyone's interest. 
It makes me apart of the problem.
Well, here I am, lost in my thoughts ... when I should be discussing SL content ... so without further discussion, go ahead and keep reading below to get the details of the blog image.

Monday, June 1, 2020

Si Colore

This post feels kinda like summer.
Very warm colors.
I try to use colors and not my favorite color black all the time.
I have a 24 hour deadline for my next post though, so I have to wrap this one up.
Keep reading to get the details :)

Saturday, May 30, 2020

Send Noods

Ugh, I love my job and I am grateful for the opportunity, but it can be so damn tedious and it's possible for things to be overlooked if you're not meticulous.
Anyway, I dropped the ball back in Feb and just found out today. 
Someone sent an e-mail that I absolutely do not remember receiving and ... I don't know what I did, but it wasn't what I was supposed to do and someone got the blame for it and I feel terribly.
I feel sick to my stomach about it. I don't want people suffering for my negligence.
Anyway, just venting.
Go ahead and click below to get the details of today's blog image.

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

Murder Hornet

I think I need a new PC ... I have had this one for four years.
I can't believe it's been that long.
After installing an SSD, it ran better than it did when it came out of the box.
But, it's moving a little slower and blue screening every now and then.
It just sucks to have to spend so much money when I am trying to catch up on debts and things.
It's funny, my ex said, "you bought that laptop for Second Life!" ... oh how right he was.
He could see things that I never thought he could.
Miss him.
Anyway, take a look at the image and see if you like anything you see ... if you do, keep reading below to get the details :)